Hello!!!! Not a lot is going on in my life, I am just bored a lot since school is out. I have had time to go and run almost everyday, which I love. I am having a few troubles in my walk with the Lord though, I can't seem to find him. Just during worship I feel his presence, but during prayer I don't. I am scared that I am going through another silence period, and I don't want to go through that again. I just need prayers, please!!!!! I know that some of you don't really like me right now and that is fine, but if you really think of me as your sister in Christ you will do this one thing for me.
I might be going to my dad's in a couple weeks like after VBS, because I think that I need a break from church, WOW!!! You guys that is just...... sad that I said that, but its how I feel. Church is the last place I ever though I would need a break from, but now I do because of all this CRAP that is going on. Everyone is supposed to love one another, but no one is doing that. These scriptures will show what God wants us to be as youth group and as brother and sisters in Christ:
"In your anger do not sin, do not let the sun go down while ou are still angry. Do not give the devil a foothold." Ephesians 4: 26-27 (if we are all angry at each other, we are giving the devil and way to get into our lives)
"My dear Brothers, take note of this, everone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry" James 1:19 (when we all get together to talk keep this in mind, we need to listen more than we talk, because right now everyone is talking and no one is listening)
"Avoid foolish controversies and genealogies and arguments and quarrels about the law, because these are unprofitable and useless." Titus 3:9 (guys some of the things that we are fighting about are just plain stupid and we need to forigve and forget)
"If you keep on biting and devouring each other, watch out or you will be destroyed by each other." Galatians 5:15 (If we keep talking crap about each other we are all going to have low self-esteem and non of us will be friends)
"Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you." Ephesians 4:31 ( stop being mad at each other and forgive one another, stop holding grudges and be mature about this)
"Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you." (forgive each other for what they did to you and move on)
I love you all in Christ!!!! These scriptures were not ment to make you feel bad or guilty I looked them up and put them on here because I want you guys to think about what they say. These words have a lot to do with some of the situations we are dealing with. Please really read them and think about them. Be praying that our youth group will be able to heal and be strong, maybe even stronger than it was. I will see you all later! Thanks for reading this.
In Christ,
Taylor Lowery
P.S. What day and time do we have practice?¿
22 comments:
hi hi!
hey thanks for the scripture taylor I needed to calm down from it. I really hope that all of us can still stay good friends but this all needs to stop! I'd still like to be friends with you all but it's really tough when we all yell at each other and bring each other down. So what I said , I said and I"m not going back on it although i hope some people take it to heart. but thanks again taylor!
and i forgive the people I yelled at.
I forgive everyone, but he is at it again, look at his blog and the 2 post, the one we were talking on yesterday, and check out my post, and my comment on his new post and Jon's blog too. So yes. I am no longer using this blog anymore. And I might not be going to Central any more...
Kaili call me sometime:
home~ 7337689
cell~ 972 757 9750
Come to central Kaili God is the only thing that can get you through the hards times you face. Please don't leave just because of those 2 we need you, and you need Jesus Christ.
I ♥ U!!!! (in a..... forget that I shouldn't have to say that all the time just so Jonathan doesn't think I'm a lesbian.
Kaili even though i may not get along with you in everything ok in anything i still dont think thats a reason to leave central! if you were thinking about before than ok but if your leaving because of WOF then i think you need to think about it. If im such a trouble than i think im just going to hang at the lake more. so dont leave cause of me kaili cause im leaving mostly too so see you girls.......never and guys i need to have you down to the lake some more
Josh don't leave! You're an awesome guy, and a freshman. You all have a reason to act like this (i'm not giving you permission). Guys just change a lot during their freshman year. Just we need to talk come on, we can get through this.
No wait this is all my fault ever since I came here everything has been going wrong. People got mad at Josh, Jonathan changed, friends stopped being friends. maybe if anyone leaves it should me, this is all my fault and I am so sorry everyone. Please forgive me!!!!
no no no!! nobody can leave it'll just make things worse! and josh that was really sweet I'm sorry for yelling at you so much...i shouldn't have taken all my anger out on you...and taylor, kaili, and josh, if you leave we'll never be able to work through this the way we should!! please please please!!!!! nobody leave!! I love you all!
Taylor you did nothing wrong stop saying that
And to Josh...
I am so sorry...you should still come. well I know we dont have to get along with each other but I dont want you to stop if I come you come.
if you guys want me to leave I will just tell me 2. Thanks for everything bye! I deserve to be treated this way and expecially to be dumped.
Taylor Quit thats not even funny just cut out the its my fault junk ITS EVERYONES FAULT HOOOORAY
One day i was walking along and a old man with a beard stopped me he said "Dont try to eat dirt it doesnt taste good" my life is now fullfilled because of that wise man
lol hahaha! YAHOO! Everyone Screwed up! We all make mistakes it happens!
yes they do now lets move on. Who ever that was from thanks that was funny!!!!
lol ya i was like huh?
ok can i say something now? ok NOBODY can leave, its like Nancy said, if we all run away from the problem, it will just get bigger and bigger. we all need a chill. its not something that we can really just "let go" but we can try. i know that God has definitely been telling to let the whole thing go, and to be completely honest, i've been ignoring it. i know its horrible, but i know we all do it. we cant just ignore the problem tho. we need to sit down and talk it out, b/c if we run away from it, it will NEVER get fixed. God is working tho, b/c none of us really wanted to apologize, but look at all the apologies that we've given each other. its awesome.
Kaili, Taylor, and Josh, none of you can leave, we just need to relax and talk this out. once we are all (the 8 of us) we need to sit down and work it out.
so i think this comment is long enough, and i hope what i said makes sense, and im not repeting myself. i love you all, and i dont want to loose you as friends.
In Christ,
Tyler Brooke
I think we are okay well we need to do it soon because We have VBS Coming up and we are working together and we can't be fighting infront of the little kids. Lets talk this sunday i'm serious
hey josh and taylor, aren't you guys working crafts? cuz i am!! i hope you guys are because it'll be so much fun!! and josh, we're still gangsters right? :D
Homie I am so gangsta it ain't even funny!!! Yes I am working crafts and its going to be straight up kicking. Who all is working the crafts?¿
im too gansta for all yall
that's like kinda gangsta with a mix of texan in it!!! LOL
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