Monday, January 08, 2007

Hi. Today and these past few months have been the worst days of my life. I would prefer to tell you guys in person if you really want to know, because I don't want to post it on here sorry. Today I wrote a paper about something that I cherish and how I would feel if someone took that thing away from me, I wrote about my relationship with God. Last night was awesome, It was like I could feel God's presence in the room. It felt like I was sitting in God's lap like singing to him. That was the most wonderful feeling in the world. I'm really glad that we get to do that again, but next time I want to have chairs and not sit on the floor. Don't you all wish that it were Wednesday instead of Monday? I do, then I could see all of my TRUE friends not my fake ones, Besides Tyler of course.

I really would like to say something to all of you. I am very sorry if I have ever affended you, hurt your feelings, or made you angry. I promise that I would never do that intentionally. If anyone are angry with me please tell me why and I will apologize. I will try as hard as possible to treat others as I would want to be treated. I am really not a mean person. Please just come talk to me and I promise that I will listen to whatever you have to say.

I.L.Y ♥♥♥♥
Taylor

scripture of the day:
"If you need wisdom- if you want to know what God wants you to do- ask him and he will gladly tell you. He will not resent your asking. But when you ask him, be sure that you really expect him to answer, for a doubtful mind is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind." James 1: 5-6

12 comments:

Nan_shee said...

taylor you're so amazing i don't have any idea how you thought i hated you lol ur hilarious and you totally crack me up all the time. i hope that your days will get better. yeah i know what you mean about last night that was pretty sweet. i haven't been able to do that since...wow probably retreat because I'm always up front playing piano. i don't really feel like i'm worshipping God through that to be honest i just feel like i'm helping others worship God...well that's my intent anyways. I hope your school days get better and remember!! God made you special and He loves you very much!! Bye!

P.S. in case you see this tyler...doesn't Veggietales come in handy SO much? lol

Jonathan said...
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Tyler said...

taylor,
i know we talked about this all day.
but.......we have been through so much, and when you are hurting, im gonna be there, and when im hurting, i knw u are gonna be there. and like i said earlier, i think that is the strongest thing about out relationship. i hope you dont think i was mad at you today, cuz i wasnt i just needed to think a little. but then we talked and yes jon we did get emotional. we can cry together, we can laugh together, and we can just talk. i hope you know all this, and it gives me hope when i see you persueing towards God, and i think, wow! and when i see Christ in you (and the rest of you) it really lifts my spirit. i love you soooooooooooooooooooo much, and i hope that even when you are going to Trinity, we can still be a good of friends as we are now. if ive ever done or said anything to you, IM SORRY. i'll see you tomorrow, and talk to you later. luv ya!
Tyler

Jonathan said...

Wow!

T~Dawg said...

Hey Jonathan why did you say Wow?

Tyler said...

prolly about my long comment, and that we cried at lunch. haha

Anonymous said...

man u beat me tyler i thought i had the longest. ah poo. oh well.............

Tyler said...

well u know since i go to school w/ her, i can say more. lol but i still luv you nancy!!

Tyler said...

taylor are you there??????

T~Dawg said...

yeah!!!

T~Dawg said...

I left Jonathan like a really really long post.

Tyler said...

i know, i was talking to joe.